Well we're right at the beginning of December and my current cigarette status is that I do now have a couple of packs!

My google adsense earnings didn't carry me for as long as I hoped it would but I should at least be grateful that I was able to have some money to be able to buy some cigarettes! (And I am grateful for that!)

For right now I'm just tired of being tired and frustrated and I'm just trying to take one day at a time.

There have been times when I have been able to use the law of attraction successfully to manifest more cigarettes into my life but right now I'm thinking that I am trying too hard and that is a sign of me thinking about a lack of cigarettes and not an abundance of cigarettes - so I am working on that now!

So for right now I am grateful for the cigarettes that I do have.

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Well guess what? That's right! I am out of cigarettes again!

I spent my last $6 on my favorite brand of cigarettes which also happens to be one of the most expensive brands of cigarettes - Kools!

I could have gotten a more cheaper brand of cigarette - thus being able to buy two packs instead of one but I just wasn't in the mood for cheap cigarettes! I wanted my brand and I got it! Even though it was just one pack!

I know people buy more cheap cigarettes just so that they will be able to continue to smoke and I myself have bought cheaper brands of cigarettes just so that I would be able to have more than one pack at a time! Cheap cigarettes are a good alternative when you don't have enough money to afford your own favorite brand of cigarettes. And I also know that there are websites where you can buy cheap cigarettes online but I just don't have the nerve to try any of those sites yet - although I do know of a tactic that I could try to make it more safer - but I haven't done that yet.)

Given the choice between buying cheap cigarettes and being able to buy my own favorite brand of cigarettes I chose to buy my favorite brand although they cost more that the cheaper cigarettes.

Sometimes don't you wish that you could get some free cigarettes? I mean I know that is kind of impossible but I did a little checking online and found out that there are over a million websites out there that have to do with free cigarettes! Some of these sites offer free cigarettes, tax free cigarettes and even discount cigarettes. But I'm still not ready to buy cigarettes online - at least not yet!

My google adsense payment has come and gone! My Adsense was smaller than the past few months but I'm grateful that I was able to afford some cheap cigarettes with my google adsense money! My adsense payment for this month doesn't look too good! (It also seems that a lot of google adsense publishers have been earning less money with the Google Adsense program lately - so at least I know that I am not the only one!) I'm keeping my fingers crossed and trying to keep up the faith - you know - never give up hope! Being grateful for what I do have and trying not to focus on what I don't have.

I got a very nice comment from someone when they saw that I blogged about the law of attraction and how I was trying to apply it to my own situation so that I could attract more cigarettes into my life. They didn't berate me or make fun of me - in fact they said that they liked my since of humor and that the way to attract more cigarettes into my life was to think about having the cigarettes and how having them would make me feel.

Of course it doesn't hurt to earn more money on my part! Which is what I am trying to do! I know that there are people who have made millions of dollars online and I'm going to be one of them - this I vow!

So I'm working on attracting more cigarettes (and money) into my life! I think the idea of free cigarettes would be cute but I don't think that there is going to be a government grant program for that! Although I have seen advertisements for places that are doing some kind of study on smokers, smoking and their effects and they even offer compensation ($$$$$$) for some of these studies. I hope NOT to be doing that either!

So here I am without cigarettes again hoping to attract more cigarettes into my life! I'd even settle for the cheap cigarettes just to help keep me going!

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So I'm lying down thinking about how I could get some money to buy me some cigarettes and nothing is coming to me yet. So I decide to let the thought go resigning myself to the fact that I would just have to wait until I got my Adsense money.

Then guess what happens? I get an idea as to how I could get a couple of dollars (I thought) right away. I won't tell you what the exact idea was but this is a very good example of the law of attraction at work!

The law of attractions says that what you think about and focus on you will get and since I was thinking of how I could get some more money for cigarettes an idea came to me!

I decided to put this plan in action even though I was having doubts about it working. It actually worked! However I think that since I was trying so hard to make it work that I made it more complicated than it should have been.

This idea gave me enough money to buy a couple of packs of the cheaper brand of cigarettes - but I was grateful for that because being without the cigarettes was making me crazy and it looks as though the universe helped me out!

Now I am a few days away from getting my Adsense money so I'm working on making the law of attraction work for me again!

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Yes that's right! I am out of cigarettes again!

I was going pretty good during the beginning of this month but I ran out of cigarettes a few days ago!

There's about $2 in my bank account right now which I can't even withdraw because the $2 is such an odd number. If I had something like maybe $ 7 or $8 - then I could take out $5 and get a pack of cheap cigarettes!

My adsense money won't be coming until the week after next!

My last donation was about a year and a half ago.

I was trying to make the law of attraction work for me again but I think I'm trying too hard! I have posted quite a few times on this blog about how the law of attraction has worked for me in the past when I wanted to manifest some cigarettes. I have been trying to do that again now but I think that I am just trying too hard!

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I have been viewing some of the comments that have been posted recently on my blog and there seems to be a little bit of a mis-understanding.

While I can understand why some people would want to quit smoking - I am not one of those people! There have been some helpful tips and advice given about how to quit smoking and I'm sure that they will be of help to those that really want to quit smoking - but again - I am not one of them.

I am smoking a cigarette - although it is a cheaper brand - right now as I type this blog post so that means that I do have some cigarettes now but I don't have many and will be running out of them in a day or two. This does not deter me from not smoking when my cigarettes run out. It just means that when I get enough money I will be buying more cigarettes as soon as I can! My Adsense money won't be arriving for at least 2 weeks so I don't know where I will be able to get the money to buy any more - unless some kind soul donates enough money so that I can buy a carton of Kools - hint, hint!

So this blog is about a smoker who does NOT want to quit smoking.

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I posted a few times before about how the law of attraction worked for me when I wanted to have more cigarettes. Now that I am out of them again I think that I am trying too hard to manifest more cigarettes for myself!

I did manage to eat breakfast but I think that being without cigarettes is giving me the case of the munchies because I must have had 10 pancakes this morning for breakfast!

I have these little mint candies that I have been sucking on since Friday. And I really must have gained about 5 pounds during this weekend and the weekend is not even over with yet!

My mood is so witchy with a capital B! I'm angry, pissed offed and frustrated!

I have about 2 cents in my bank account which is not enough to buy anything cigarette-related! I have about 15 cents in my Paypal account - again its not enough to buy even the most cheapest pack of cigarettes!

I haven't received any donations lately - hint, hint?

On the good and positive side my Adsense money should be coming sometime in the next few days - which unfortunately is not soon enough for me but should be something that I am very grateful for because I earned this Adsense money by working from home. And as far as I can tell I should consider myself very lucky because it seems that a lot of people that use Adsense don't even make a lot of money doing it.

I think I'm kind of mad at the government too because first when I started smoking cigarettes were much more cheaper and the economy wasn't as bad. Now that we smokers have become addicted to cigarettes the government now decides that smoking is not good for us and keeps trying to think of ways - most notably increasing the prices - to get us to stop smoking!

Well that's not going to happen to me! While it may be more expensive to smoke I am still going to continue to smoke even if I can't afford it - I will just have to wait until I can afford it - which will be when I get my next Adsense check which will be in the next few days.

Until then I am in AGONY!

Labels: Experiences and Musings And Observations, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Paying For Cigarettes, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause, Yes I Smoke

I am so grateful that I was able to have cigarettes over the July 4th weekend! I was soooo happy and so grateful! My 2 packs of cigarettes lasted me about 3 days and I was so very happy!

Unfortunately I am now out of cigarettes again! I couldn't even afford to buy the cheapest brand that cost $2 a pack!

So for now my cigarette supply is zero! I'm climbing the walls but I still haven't given up hope!

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Yes, that's right! My current cigarette supply is running very, very low! I'm trying not to get too angry about this though and I'm hoping to manifest some more cigarettes! My ultimate dream would be able to purchase a whole carton of Kool 100's! Hopefully some kind soul (maybe someone who is a smoker too) will donate to me so that I can go out right now and purchase some cigarettes for me to enjoy!

Even though my Adsense earnings help towards me being able to purchase cigarettes, I won't get another Adsense payment until the end of this month and that is like two weeks away! But I thank God for my Adsense because having that income allows me to buy cigarettes for which I am very grateful!

I don't know if the hike in the cigarette prices is meant to discourage people from smoking but I'm not going to be one of them! I enjoy smoking and it relaxes me and helps to ease and relax the stress that I have!

I'm sure any other smoker will tell you the same thing.

And we will continue to smoke for as long as we can!

Labels: Bumming Cigarette Money, Bumming Cigarettes, I Am A Smoker, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause, Yes I Smoke

Actually I wish I was smoking a cigarette and had enough of them to last me the entire month until I get my Adsense money!

I wish I was smoking one of my cigarettes right now! Where is

the law of attraction

when I really NEED it!

Oh well enough of my blabbering!

As you can tell I am quite out of cigarettes! My closest prospect for more money is my Adsense check but I don't expect that until next week - which is a blessing in and of itself because I can at least be grateful that I can expect it next week instead of some time way, way in the future! (Unless some sweet soul decides to donate a couple of dollars to me! -

Of course I am well aware that I have a lot of things to be grateful for! I was watching on the news about people who have been evicted from their homes and that was not a pleasant thing to watch!

I can still be grateful for the fact that I am able to earn some money from working from home! I was also able to get one of those government grants to help pay off some of my heating bill. I also had quite a nice dinner of chicken and rice tonight - a dinner that I can be very grateful for!

It's just that anyone who is a smoker knows smoking cigarettes helps relax you and gets rid of some (or in some cases - a lot of!) stress! I also know that while smoking is addictive you feel like "heck" if you are not able to feed that addiction.

I'm sorry but the lesson that I have learned here is not that I want to quit. Tbe lesson that I have learned is that even though I am out of cigarettes now, as soon as I get some cash I'm going to buy me some more cigarettes!

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I'm anxiously counting the days until my next adsense check which should be coming next week! In the meantime I am going so crazy!!

I have $5 in my bank account and that would just enough to buy a pack of Kools or buy 3 packs of a cheaper brand. However that $5 is there because of a check I wrote to one of my creditors and they haven't seemed to cash it yet! Now am I thinking of spending that money and risk incurring HUGE banking fees?

The answer is yes. Yes I am thinking about it but no I haven't done anything about it yet! It's almost like that $5 is there to test me!

I did have a good experience with

the law of attraction

a few days ago before the weekend. I was thinking about how great it would be to have some cigarettes while I was working at my computer. I think I actually pictured in my mind me actually being at the computer and smoking a cigarette. Then it hit me that someone had told me that the Rite Aid store sold a brand of little cigars (hey beggers can't be choosers here!) for a dollar and I had a dollar and some change in my bank account that I could actually spend!. So I decided that the risk was worth taking and I went to the Rite to find if they did indeed have such a brand and they did! A different brand of little cigar (that I will post about later) helped saved the day for me! I walked out of that Rite Aid with my $1 little cigars and actually sat down and smoked one of them!

That pack of little cigars lasted me 2 days which I am grateful for but unfortunately I'm back out of cigarettes again and it is driving me crazy!



Update!

I have to say that while I waited for the last minute I did indeed spend that $5! I wanted to wait until I got to a close enough time that my adsense check would kick in to cover that $5 but I did spend it on cigarettes.

It turns out that the creditor didn't cash the check until well after my adsense money kicked in!

While I'm glad that I was able to do this I hope that I don't do it again because I don't want to risk those banking fees!



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got $20 in my checking account - Boy could I use that money to buy some cigarettes! However the problem is that $20 is for a check I wrote that hasn't been cashed yet!

Now since I don't expect my Adsense money until the week after next I know that it wouldn't be a good idea to got and withdraw that money so that I could buy me some cigarettes!

I have over-drawn my bank account before but not on purpose! Those banking fees that they charge you are enough to NEVER want them again!

So while I am out of cigarettes right now at least I can turn my thoughts to what I could do if I could just have that $20!



Oh well, its time to put the law of attraction to work for me!

Labels: Bumming Cigarette Money, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause

Actually I'm smoking a cigarette right now as I type this blog post!

I see that I haven't updated my "donations received so far" link and will do that after I finish this blog entry!

It may surprise you to know that I actually did receive a $10 donation some years back and you can definitely bet your bottom dollar that I used that donated money to buy me some cigarettes!

So I figured that if I can get one donation that I may be able to get more donations - rest assured that any money that you donate to me here that I will use that money to buy only cigarettes!

Right now I do have cigarettes and I'm hoping that the law of attraction will work for me (as it has done in the past) as far as having more cigarettes are concerned! Ultimately I would like to have a carton of Kool 100's - which costs around $50 - tax included!

Right now I am just grateful for the cigarettes that I DO have!

I'm happy and content - while hoping for more!

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for right now I am happily smoking away!



I'm currently smoking the more cheaper brand, Hummers - but you know beggars can't be choosers!

For right now I'm just happy and grateful that I DO have cigarettes now! I'm so much a nicer person when I have cigarettes to smoke!

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I'm currently out of cigarettes again! But I'm trying to stay positive and focus on what it is that I DO want! I'm thinking about the law of attraction because just a few days ago it did work for me!

I was on my way somewhere and just wanted a cigarette sooo badly! I thought about how good it would feel to be somoking a cigarette right then and there. Guess what happens? A woman is walking by smoking a cigarette - thank goodness! - and I ask and bum a cigarette off of her! Having a cigarette felt GREAT!

I know that this is the law of attraction at work and I'm just trying to figure out how I can harness this so that I can use it in my favor!

But for right now I am out of cigarettes

According to my chart, it says that I have about 4 more days before I get my Adsense notification that I have a "payment in progress". At least on the positive side I don't have too long to wait! But I'm still going crazy and having and smoking a cigarette is all I can think about!

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I should focus on how GREAT it would be to be having a cigarette right now! I can almost smell it!

When I'm at the computer there is NOTHING like having a cigarette (or 2 or 3) when I'm working! Goodness knows I couldn't do that at my regular job before!

Now that I work at home I can smoke when I want (and when I have the cigarettes of course!)

If you can't tell by now I'm out of cigarettes again and I'm thinking about all the times I have posted about the law of attraction at work when I wanted cigarettes! So I'm trying to make that work again in my favor!

Instead of being angry about not having any cigarettes - which I am sure is affecting the law of attraction - I should focus on how great and wonderful (and relaxing) it would be to be having a cigarette right now!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

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It will be at least 20 more days before I get my adsense check so I'm very grateful for the cigarettes that I do have!

I'm currently smoking the more cheaper brand of Hummers but even having that is better than having no cigarettes at all!

If you take a look at the left side of this blog you will see that so far I have gotten $10 in donations and that donation came about a year ago - but I'm even grateful for that!

Having a cigarette relaxes me and helps me get through the day and I am a beast without one!

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As I slowly pace back and forth (in my mind at least) I am again out of cigarettes yet again!

My adsense check won't be coming for at least another 2 weeks!

Labels: I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause

I'm trying hard not to dwell on it but when you are without your nicotine fix you just do not feel good! Angry doesn't even begin to cover how I feel! But I have to look on the positive side.

Of course I'm going to buy some cigarettes with my adsense money but I won't be receiving that for another 2 and a half weeks!

I would just

LOVE

to have a cigarette right now. I have depleted my monies and I have got about 40 cents in my bank account.


I have used the law of attraction to manifest some cigarettes before so I'm working on it again!


This is a "test" that truly SUCKS!

Labels: I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause

Thank God for Adsense!

I just checked my adsense page and saw that my adsense payment is on it's way! That means CIGARETTES for me!

I have been sorely lacking in cigarettes for the past several days.

I haven't received any donations yet so that is why I am sooooo grateful that my adsense payment is coming!

Labels: I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause

Don't think for one moment that that will make me quit smoking! Quite the contrary it just makes me realize how much of a smoker I am, how much I love to smoke and how much I am going to continue to be a smoker!

I have some adsense money coming in two weeks and that will definitely be enough for me to buy a cartoon of my favorite brand of cigarettes (actually its the only brand of cigarette that I like to smoke) -

Kool 100's!

I also got an inquiry about advertising on my blog. This was a direct inquiry and not adsense. So things are looking up for me!

I am going to continue to dwell on the positive and not to dwell (or even think about the negative).....

The law of attraction has worked for me more than once before and it will work for me once again!

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